January blues leads to february blues imo

I'm kinda on a break from poker right now as my mind is in a weird place,torn between frustrated and angry and of course my "A Game" is no where to be seen.I'm slowly coming out of this weird place but at my own pace.I'm still playing,just no where near as much!I have played 90% HU so far this month,too try to regain confidence in my game.So far I have crushed HU but I'm only playing piss ants at low levels up to 1/2.

Basically last month apart from playing bad/running bad I think I genuinely got crushed,saying that though I think it was me playing horrendous which lead to me getting crushed on various sessions.

I have been just chilling out the last few days and will continue to just drift along for however long it takes my mind to recover from the disappointment of January.I have been really enjoying my time,watched a ton of You Tube vids,listened to a ton of various music and have made an effort to be much more social hooking up with a few friends and what not.

Also I have been talking to a number of girls recently,maybe I shouldn't chat about stuff like this here but I think it's kinda funny.Basically I used to Pwn girls,now I really have not got much of an clue and have very low confidence levels.Poker has proper denied me over in my social skills and I intend to amend this asap.After all this is a good excuse to buy lots of nice new clothes,hit a few various destinations and get utterly pissed amirite?


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